tsk tsk ...

and here i write again .. this whole blogger mania is extremely fascinating when u first begin. I apologize to all of you, who shud be up here on my blog and I havnt even written a line of u. I will I will. :)

so wat inspires me to write now .. I have an assignment due in less than 24 hours and yes u guessed it right .. I havnt even started .. dun ask me what am i doing with my life, because seriously, thats going to be one of those existential questions, no one will ever answer. its like u wait all ur life to grow up and be able to shave, and when u begin to u realize hell its not that cool.

I quit my morning cleaning job yesterday, feels so nice, finally its like being back in mumbai and refusing job offers ... aaah I tell u .. the feeling hasnt changed, tho i have been deprived of it for a while, its still like ur first drag in the morning ... satisfying .... I have been runing around all day trying 2 trace mr and ms random, and trying 2 make em pay their bills. seriously, when did life get so complicated, seems like yesterday when it all was well .. i ddnt need to have a career .. i ddnt to pay bills ... no shit .. just me and my insanity .. now well its me and your insanity :) mines just lost in the crowd.

so we'll just blame this on u .. yes its ur fault ... i am just gonna sit here and breathe while u rectify ur faults ... breathe in .. breathe out ! I agree .. life is pleasant .. and death is peaceful its just the transition that's benchod painful !