free fallin !!!
feels good, feels good to be breathing again. feels good to be staring into nothing again. Feels very good, very very very good. ok point established, but really I aint kidding .. it does feel good. ok last time .. feels very good. one more report and two exams and I am done, if i dont plug consumer behavior that is :P
taking a break until tomorrow arvo. "arvo" being afternoon in aussie slang and not some supersidey sindhi word as darlings tanu's thought's. finished my second report, and my very first report which I have submitted w/o taking an extension. God i swear, i better get graded good !!!
tuesday the 7th is ma graduation ceremony. Only in the tradition of International Education based on a student visa, would u attend your graduate ceremony before you actually get certified, and like always teri ditched. she's not coming no more !! maybe i wont marry her :)
in those seldom moments of wisdom - pia and I were talking and I was having a whinge about june the 16th being so so so far away. Hell, i cant wait to finish, no kiddin !!! and she goes like yea, but u do know when u actually do start work, u'd want these moments back. U'd wanna run back to uni and stay up all night and just do some sad ass research and smoke and have hot chocolate and scream and crib ... I know .. I know !!
Went out for dinner with anita, shravanti and regan .. they drove down from the coast. Had some real nice steak and soup and some nice hot chocolate and like always :P ok not always, but always anita was a lil tipsy. beats me how do people get drunk on three bottles of beer. Its beer for chrissake.
and now I am all depressed !!! change is depressing .. it really is. like really depressing. Specially from my end. very depressing.
very fucking depressing.
I am missing australia already !!! god I am turning into a woman.
I'll miss you too anita. But i guess u gotta do what u gotta do ..
Love u
me !
p.s: i'll bet my ass off she's crying as she reads this :) dunchya just love it when people cry for u ... and also cry because ur gonna get stomach cramps for not letting me have anymore of that brownie sundae. It was my idea ... accept it, all good things are a result of my thinking !!!
and the fortune cookie said, tonite thou shall'th sleep well !
maybe I shud get a p.r .. errr or maybe I should'nt .. maybe I should get my brains outta my ass and stick with them in my head .. maybe .. just maybe i'll do it .. who knows .. maybe I just will !!!
Oh my parents r coming - finally I get to eat yummy yummy sindhi food. 3 weeks from today !!!
who goes on a tour with their parents ?!? I do ! I do ! I do ! I do !
and darlings tanu's mite come to .. tho she's convinced I dont want her too cuz I ddnt like reply to an sms and I ddnt sound excited enough .. she has no friends I tell u, no one, absolutely no one loves her. Not even me anymore. She's all alone .. sick ... tired and no one loves her anymore. Fine .. I'll just be this way .. act like a complete asshole. at this point she usually leaves the conversation and if its face to face she'll turn away and stare into tranquility.
Come tanu - I cant wait to see you blossoming :P come come come come come come - we'll both follow a new alcohol only diet !!! come come come come come come come come come come come come come come. like no kidding and all .. i really wanna see u blossom :P
mwah !
posted by esoteric @ 11:09 PM
4 Comments:
hey ravi,
i really hope u change ur mind abt goin back home.... study further.. go all the way buddy, stay back .. plz.. n get urself a PR....see, u can call me a million times a day..i'll give u all my assignments... even those in which i flunked.....u can do all possible cleanin jobs....n leave all yummy food behind, come home n eat bread butter n tea....thats the way to go my friend....not back home :-(
n yes, how can u leave mandaakini behind? shez always been there for u!!!! n padmini, ofcourse.
ure too young to settle down with a decent job, loadsa money n all that jazz ravi.... u shud live this life u know... go all the way man.. study till u lose it!! iam right here for u!
dun do gm- fuckin stay back moron.
no givin galli ok ! and i doing no gand masti - u have just assumed i dun want to be staying back - but at times in life one has to be making tuff tuff decisions and this to be being one such decision.
and oi - i aint leaving no mandakini or padmini behind. they'll come with me .. * mandakini is to be ma alter ego who takes over every time I am meant to study - she starts cleanin everythin that comes in her way, as much as i wud have liked her to remain a mandar or mandip - anita insisted the true spirit of cleaning wud be in womanhood - thus mandikini & padmini is her arch rival, who i kinda like, she lives like our normal bloke, the kinds where u start diggin a pile of clothes for clean underwear*
not to be worries anita, i will goes back to mumbai and two things will happening
* either i gettin nice job and being super successful or i joining daddy office and being super successful and takin superfunky chutti in foriegn country *
or
* i not tobe doing anythin and gettin sick of life and choosing shelter from tormenting world under the pretext of education and returing to forgein country to be wasting my dad money and then to be doing wierd wierd job like cleaning and waiting in hotel plus motel *
and as for the yummy food, its all cheeese which metobe allergic to, thats why like a good husband i return to my better half, breadbutterandtea !!!
at this moment as alluring the choice of another degree is, i reckon i'll hold myself back and as for the assignments, u flunked one. dont be too hard on urself. just accept it - I work harder :P
say it i say, say it beeeech !
good bachha anita - now utobe studying and metobe watching bigbrother !
enjaii !
oi did i tobe telling u
metobelovingutoo !
this was meant to be a comment, aint nothing shorter than no post, watchay u?
Ok Ravi im saying this once! (Well, it may not be once if you keep reading this again and again...Go figure...Knowing you and the effervescent english language, God save the screen you'll be peering into....hmmmm)
Stay!!!!
Why you ask?
Well its simple actually. If you dont, I swear I'll fucking drag my skinny brown arse to whichever part of the world you may be in and fuck you silly (The word fuck here has no sexual connotations. Only feelings similar to those you may experience if you were giving birth to the likes of a full grown Adnan Sami).
So i say and so shall it be. Another thing; my skinny brown arse may not be that skinny after all.
PS: This is what you get for not staying in touch. Think of me as a long lost friend deprived of all of lives materialistic treasures and inundated with friends that are as good as a bunch of losers (Thats only if you choose not to continue on in Brisbane).
Cherio
now now .. how many non skinny brown arses do I know .. who'd spend their time reading my ludicrous blog .. posting such laudable messages .. thank u
well I'll hold you to ur words that u'll get ur ass to where i am ... wherever that is ..
Shall I take this message as an indirect display of remorse for your actions ...
wonder why we havnt been in touch .. that all is if u r who i think u r.
p.s : I did read it over and over and over again. quite predictable .. aint I ? well lets be glad that atleast the illimitable english language does accomodate me somewhere ... wherever that might be !!!!
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