the high road .. a tad too high !

for way too long now, i have been doing some thinking (yes the seldom few moments of my life in which ma corroded brain is put thru some tormenting thought processes)
so here we have mr and ms random .. with whom I moved into a house to lead a life of satisfaction * mental and financial satisfaction *
and they fucked up ... yea yea call that my perspective .. but lets go with it, they did.

8 months out of that house, till date i harbor the consequences. that one m****f***ing mistake of not disconnecting phone lines ... that moment of trust ... has landed me with bills over 300 $ to which mr and ms random have put their hands up .. mind u all bills accountable to an 8 month period in which i DDNT live there and the only reason the bills exist, cuz they pleaded .. and I obliged ... The path .. the high path insisted I oblige .. I maintain that silence ... I keep that calm .. that level headed maturity ...

that boisterous silence .. that high road .. today cost me this money * which I DO NOT HAVE*
a tad too high, dunchyu reckon ?

maybe alanis shud make a song on my life .. a lil too ironic !!

Well life has a funny way of sneaking up on you
When you think everything's okay and everything's going right
And life has a funny way of helping you out when
You think everything's gone wrong and everything blows up
In your face

Lil boi ravi ... who ran away ...
away from his troubles .. away from the pain ..
trouble sneaks him up ... blows him in the face ..
lil boi ravi .. who ran away ...
And isn't it ironic...dontcha think

ee - ee ya ee eh - eeea aaah * the way she goes *

and lil boi ravi !!!!